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July 20th, 2008

02:32 pm - wubbles mark :3 it's so wonderful to have him with me, but it never gets any easier knowing that he's got to go in just over three weeks x.x; he's been here a week, and our anniversary is this wednesday.. 2 years for us :o i just wish that he didn't have to go. we've got that apartment in a week and a half or so, then i'll have moved out of mom's basement, and mark and i have a home that's not living with mom when he finally gets up here. *rubs eyes* i dun wanna work tonight *flails* at least i have three days off this week ~_~ nyo.. Current Mood: groggy Tags: mark

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July 2nd, 2008

08:49 pm - This just in.... E: a few things of note have happened lately, or will be happening soon. i'm too tired, both emotionally and physically right now to get into too much detail about everything, so forgive the bluntness. worst thing first.. my grandma died on monday morning, at around 3am. she just fell really ill on sunday afternoon, too, so it was a really sudden thing. she was as good as usual the day before, not feeling so well, but nothing serious.. and then :/ funeral is on friday. i have a lot of good memories with her, and i'm going to miss her a lot ._. next: training in the daytime when you work the night shift is GHEY. end of story. *zombies* urgh. third: mark is coming here on july 14th, staying for 4 weeks, and so will be here for our 2nd year anniversary :D i'm excited as hell to see him, but i'm so sleepy right now, if he was here, i'd curl up beside him in the chair and just nap while he played diablo 2 or somethin ~.~ fourth: august 1st, i move into an apartment. :D it'll be both mark and my apartment once he moves up here and can start paying for the rent too, but it'll be under his name with mine anyways. he'll be here for the move in date, so will get to live in his new home for a little bit, and see where he'll be living when immigration is finally done :3 (at least, til we can figure stuff out about houses, etc, and job for him, more etcetc). and now i go do the dishes before i pass out on my computer desk. am so sleepy i can barely keep my head up tonight. x.x; Current Mood: holyshit sleepy Tags: blah, mark, moving

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April 24th, 2008

06:28 am - April showers bring M- wait, wtf Winnipeg? It's a white dawn!! I go upstairs to do the dishes, at like.. yes, 6am or something, and I look outside the window, because it looks foggy. Instead, my jaw drops slightly, and it's snowing. Snowing. There's a thin layer of the white stuff already on the ground, and it's growing by the moment. Yes, this is Winnipeg, ladies and gentlemen. Hell, this is Canada. So I wasn't so much surprised as I was amused. All the snow had already melted, then I look out to a quasi-blizzard blowing the dawn's clouds around, the light of the grey clouds turning the flakes silver as they swirled around in the wind. ....sorry, I miss writing. >_> Hilariously, it's mom that started cursing and swearing at 'all the people involved in the weather'. I was like.. 'you mean.. mother nature?'. Her: '.......yeah....... *grumpyface, stomps around*' Current Mood: amused Current Music: Listening to Ginchan play Persona 3 Fes Tags: wtf

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April 23rd, 2008

03:34 pm - looking at apartments yup, that's what i'm trying to do. not finding a lot of them unless they're in weird parts of the city, but there's two prospective ones in my area of town. gonna hand in those applications, though i don't like the one as much as the other. rawr. ~_~ *rubs eyes* got up later today than i meant to, and now i have to bus it out and go drop off one, or get persona 3 fes, woo. because that SHOULD be out today. imma call first, i don't want to go out unless i need to. o_o so sleepy x.x; Current Location: James Wood pres. Wandii - Kinetic Caper (original mix) Current Mood: groggy Tags: moving

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March 25th, 2008

07:00 am - March 23 = me being 28 uwahaha yes. I'm getting older. I'm also ridiculously bad at remembering to update this thing when I'm actually online. The sad thing is that I have lots to say oftentimes, but, I have the memory of a goldfish. o-o; One day.. ONE DAY. Also, Mark proposed to me on March 23, 2005. :3 Yesh, a week after we met in person for the first time. X3 We've been married for a year and eight months now.. and things are going slow still. But they're going to go, and we'll be together when we're able. It's still painful to be apart from him, it just gets worse, but, I do what I can to keep going. ^-^ Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Playing Pheonix Wright 2 with Mel Tags: birthday

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January 1st, 2008

04:09 pm - Happy New Years Well, hopefully it'll be a good one, even if it hasn't started necessarily good for everyone. Mark's uncle Johnny died on Sunday. Cancer, like my grandpa back in October, though not the same sort. He misses him a lot :/ I wish I could be there for him right now, but all I can do is try to comfort him with words, and be there for him, and wait until the 6th in 5 days when I'm able to go visit. I worked last night, and hooooly crap it was busy at the casino. I work again tonight.. it's the first time they've been open New Years day, and we're all imagining it being as crazy or crazier than last night since there's nothing else freaking open today :P Should be interesting. They gave all the dealers and staff black t-shirts with tuxedo prints on the front to wear last night, and if we work today supposedly we can wear them too ( I hope so, it was ridiculously comfortable compared to the regular uniform shirts that we wear). Mark had an all-nighter at Computing 101 last night, so he was sort of there when I got home from work this morning. I had to call David's cellphone to get his attention since the guys had dragged him off to play DotA :P I should REALLY invest in Warcraft III and Frozen Throne. I miss playing DotA. >>;; Also, since I've been playing WoW for so damned long, I'd like to play the games that led to it. XD Meaning I should play the other two Warcraft games too... however I suck at those types of games, so I'll likely get them, then cheat the fuck out of them. >_>;; Was good to talk to Mark, who now has a pay-as-you-go cellphone (HURRAY!), meaning I can finally reach him once in awhile if I really need to XD Not many minutes of course, since money is sucking lately, and that's the kind of phone I'll be getting when I'm able to as well. But he has one! Promised I wouldn't call him all the time, since that would be really disrespectful considering he doesn't like phones much in the first place :P But he DID get one so I could call him sometimes, so ^-^ *happy* And this way, if something comes up or I can't find him at the airport, I'll just ring his pants :P Gotta get ready for work now, since I work New Years Day night too :P WEE. I'm sure I had more to say, but as usual I can't remember right now. Bai for nao~ Current Music: nuffin, been too lazy to turn winamp on >>; Tags: mark, new years, woot

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December 24th, 2007

04:16 am - Merry Christmas Eve n stuff. Still doesn't feel like Christmas. I need to go grab something I forgot at the damned mall on Saturday, sign my cards, and I should probably wrap mom's presents. Am tired. x_x Doesn't feel right not spending this time with Mark :/ Nothing I can do about it though, just hold out two more weeks.. *sighs and falls over in chair* I always have so much to say until I sit down, and then I forget everything x.x; gawd I hate that. I guess I'll go play WoW. Can't sleep when I want to today, so bleh. >_>; Sucks~ Ah well, all things considered, I don't have that much to complain about, I'm just tired and want my husband ._. Take care, guys. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Glyn R Brown - Firelord - Symphonic Tags: blah

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November 20th, 2007

02:57 pm - i hate doing the dishes. yes, there's lots of other things i could say right now, but at the moment i'm not awake, i'm grumpy, and i'm pissed the fuck off that once again, i'm doing the whole fucking load of dishes piled on the counter and the stove. mom makes mel and i do all her shit, i'm just fucking tired of doing the dishes EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME. let me do mom's laundry for once, goddamnit! GEE so hard, throw the clothes in, hang them up in half an hour, ALL DONE. not sitting there scrubbing the 8 fucking million dishes every damned time. christ. i hate dishes. so much. i'm so put off right now that was one of the first things i heard when i was getting up today 'mom wants you to do the dishes before you go to work'. YEAH WELL GUESS WHAT, I'D LIKE YOU TO CLEAN UP ALL YOUR FUCKING SHIT IN THE BASEMENT SO I HAVE A PLACE TO ACTUALLY LIVE, MOM. i'm not paying you fucking rent so that i can be your goddamn maid and live out of my suitcase, for the love of CRAP. ugh. in more positive news, i'm a blackjack dealer at club regent casino. however, my shifts are from 6 or 7:30pm (depends on the day) to 3:30am. hurray night shift. i wind up going to bed around 7am ~_~ Current Mood: pissed off Tags: frustration

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October 12th, 2007

12:42 am - Black Jack ahoy!! XD Well, black jack training is in progress! I have to say, I never thought I'd be quite this sore in the arms >_>;; Should have known that you use all sorts of muscles that you don't use normally for this stuff. There's SO much to remember o______o;; But it's a good class, and I'm having fun learning, even if it's tough. The whole numbers part is the worst part >_>;; I'm like.. omg math DX But I want to do well, so I'll keep trying my best >:O GANBATTE BUNBUN~!@ Current Mood: bouncy Tags: jobs

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September 28th, 2007

07:36 pm - Wal-Mart can eat a dick. Yes, yes it can. I'm sorry, but the lack of respect and anything resembling it from the people that manage that place, and the people that are supposed to (or so they say) be the ones that help take care of everyone, has prompted me to say 'fuck you guys'. I got a job at Club Regent :P I'm gonna be a black jack dealer. I need this job for both mine and Mark's sakes, and I'm not going to do ANYTHING to screw it up. I'm so happy to hear they're hiring me *_* I go and get my orientation package on Tuesday, and then start my training on October 9th. :3 I haven't told Mark at aaaaaall even about this job yet, or that I had been called in again, so ...i'm gonna tell him laters tonight X3 kay! other than that, not much else in the news. wow is still eating me, i still love mark more than anything, mom's till driving me crazy, etc XD ....time to go play more wow. :x Current Mood: excited Tags: jobs

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September 12th, 2007

02:17 am - mousie, if you still read this.. help me ._. please? so much on my mind, but so little i can say that i haven't said.. i'm going crazy here, and i don't know what to do. i'm trying, but it's not enough. i just want to curl up and cry, make things not be so complicated and scary ._. how long til coconuts? how long til mark? ._. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Evanescence - Bring Me to Life

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August 8th, 2007

12:19 am - :/ Mark goes home in a few hours. I don't want him to, needless to say. Ranting here how much I'm going to miss him won't do anything but make me cry right now, so I'm just going to leave it right here, and say that I've never been happier in my life than when I'm with that man. ._. If only there wasn't all this stupid red tape to go through.. I'm trying not to think too hard right now, maybe we'll go finish watching Slayers Next or something.. I'll help him pack, though I'd rather just hide him in my closet ;-; Love you, Mark.. Tags: blah, mark

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July 8th, 2007

09:16 am - 12 days and counting *flail* can't wait to see mark X3 *splode* time goes so slow when you're waiting for something you're really excited about x.x; then of course, once you have it, time goes by far too fast again. augh. can't friggen win right now. oh well, will look forward to what we have right now, is the best i can do :/ love that monkeh. mrawr *flails and gets ready for work n crud* Current Mood: excited Current Music: E Nomine - Das Tier In Mir (Wolfen) Tags: mark

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July 3rd, 2007

12:54 pm - working while you're sick sucks :P any of you that have had to go into work while in the sniffling nose running, sneezing, coughing, fall the fuck over stages of a cold can attest to that. not sick enough to stay home, too sick to be at work and function properly. augh. gotta work again tonight. had yesterday off because of the long canada day weekend, but had worked a bunch of days before it :3 time and a half for canada day was pretty worth it, even if i felt like crap the whole time XD in other news, been playing wow a bunch as usual. did some BGs with mark the other day, and that was a lot of fun XD i don't always get to do stuff with him because of our schedules not matching up, since it usually requires me to stay up way too farking late to do so. can't wait to see him in less than three weeks x.x;; so looking forward to it.. and this is where i would gush about how much i love him and stuff, but because i'm coughing up a lung and it hurts, i'm going to not, and just do it in my head instead x.x;; ow. also, i hate tuesday wow maintenance, especially when they have to extend it because someone fucked something up somewhere, and things aren't working right anymore. I HAVE LIMITED TIME BEFORE WORK YOU BASTARDS DX *sadface* oh well. i know that the stuff needs to be done :P doesn't make wanting to play and not being able to any easier though, when you're all *was looking forward to doing something*. yeah, it's sad, too >_>; oh well. gotta get mom to take some of my boxes to storage so that she shuts up about the basement being messy. i'm not sure what she's thinking, because frankly, there isn't enough room for all the boxes that would need to go to fit in there, but whatever. she insisted, and there'll be a LITTLE bit more room at any rate. :3 will clean sewns. labu monkeh, am send lovechus in teh air. ~_~ Current Mood: tired cuz am sicks Current Music: Illegal Danish: Super Snacks Tags: *falldowns*, games, mark, stuff

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June 24th, 2007

09:06 am - There and Back Again, a Bunny's Tale (by me) >_>;; Don't sue meeeeee~~ Yes I'm a dork. It's also been awhile since I wrote in here. We just got back in late last night from Montreal, and ... yeah. Wow, what a day, that's all I can say about yesterday for the moment :P Last Monday morning, Mom and I went off to Montreal and got there without a hitch. We spent a pretty good week, all things like me not being able to stand her snoring, aside. Actually, I can't stand ANYONE'S snoring, so that's not her fault, really. It's just that I couldn't really kick her until she turned over or stopped like I can Mark when he does that and we're sleeping together, so it became really irritating and frustrating some mornings, and I'd wake up at like, 6am and not be able to get back to sleep, so I'd wind up downstairs in the lobby, sitting with my music and my GBA, playing FF6a for something like two hours. :P There was also getting to see Nic, and Juju and Joe (who live in the same apartment building now, not sure if I'd said that before.. Juju and Joe moved into the same block that I used to live in with Nic, just upstairs from us, like, two apartments over, the bastards. Too bad they weren't able to do that while I was still living there :P). Nic's doing okay, as are Juju and Joe (those two are damned glad to get the hell out of Juju's parents' house, and holy crap, I can't blame them. Their 2 year anniversary is coming up the end of this August, and.. well, I can't say much about Juju's family save that they were going insane living there.) The old apartment looks the same as it always did, save Nic getting a new bedspread because the old one was falling apart, and there not being any of my stuff there. Felt weird x.x; But it was really good to see him, and good to see Juju and Joeface too.. just wish that there had been more time for stuff. Course, the best laid plans... ehehe.. =.=; Didn't get to see them as much as I'd have liked, since there was a lot of crap that mom and I were doing, or trying to do.. and then there was yesterday, the last day there, that was supposed to be spent half at the apartment block, but was instead spent mostly at the hotel with me in a panic because I couldn't find my passport anywhere D: Yeah, that was fun. Searched my bags like, 5 times (with mom, too, she pulled them all apart, as did I), and the entire hotel room. We called places I'd been, checked the front desk, did all that we could think of with the time that we were actually able to use, since our flight wasn't until 8pm (thank freaking crap for that, or we'd have been in trouble). My passport is my only photo ID at the moment with my married name on it, which is the name that my flight is under, so I was kinda stuck. My medical card from Quebec has a really bad photo on it, and COULD have been used.. save for the fact that it's under my maiden name and therefore not valid for my ticket. :3 Yeah, that was fun to learn. I had to call Air Canada and find out what to do about that, and I wound up going with mom to find the nearest police station to the hotel to make a report about my lost/stolen passport (we weren't sure what the hell had happened to it, honestly), so that we could get a copy to show the airline. I DID manage to get on the airline with that copy, obviously, but man, that whole thing was just so stressing, I broke down sobbing on the floor in the hotel room at one point after learning what I had to do, because it was just so hard to think about what was going on for me. I was overtired as it was, since I hadn't slept well and had wound up downstairs for two hours or something early that morning, and that was just the start to a very long day. >_>;; Long story short about my passport though, apparently I'd lost my passport at the airport on the way in (or on the plane, not sure), and it had been found and I can't contact them as to where it might be though until Tuesday morning since it's Saint Jean-Baptiste long weekend in Quebec this weekend. >_>; Bastards. :P Is more to tell, especially about the holy shit crazy storm that we flew in to when we flew into Winnipeg last night (you Winnipeggers out there will know what I'm talking about.. man, that was freaking awesome XD) What a welcome home :P Should probably mention a little more about what happened over the last week, too, but dude, I still haven't written down a lot of things I've meant to about past events, so.. We'll see if I manage to remember to get to it X3 Must go with mom to the airport and get our luggage now. I've got clothes in there I kinda need, and I work at 12:30 today. Yeehaw. *dies* Current Mood: needs moar slep Current Music: Whirlpool - Under the Sun (solarstone remix) Tags: friends, holidays

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June 11th, 2007

11:23 pm - i wish mom would just shut up sometimes >_>; fat chance of that ever happening. i get home late because of the retarded buses this time of night, i get in, and she starts in on me about saturday, and getting it off, or whatever. it's like.. damnit woman =.=; seriously, i don't want to go to the wedding, or the dinner afterwards. i'm happy that my godmother's son is getting married, but i'm not close to them at all anymore, and goddamnit, i have TWO DAYS OF WORK next week, because of my going to montreal for most of it. yeah. graduation. grad is good, but it's biting into my money that i really need right now. mom's giving me grief about this wedding thing because she doesn't want to sit with dad and leslie, or whatever the hell.. blah. i won't have as much money as i thought when mark gets here. :/ this should be interesting. Current Mood: irritated Current Music: can't decide what i want to listen to

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June 3rd, 2007

09:43 am - monkey coming in july :3 gawd am sleepy. working this weekend and am all snoozlyfeelings. but, good news XD monkey coming july 19th yo august 8th :D i wish he was staying for good, but, we'd still have nowhere to actually stay but mom's basement and dear goddess help us O_o;;; i think we'd go nuts. i'm already going nuts as it is >.>; and i'm sure mel is too. ugh, wish i could just wave my hands and clean this mess up. merf. oh well, have to try and deal with this shit as it is. am just happy that i get to see mark this summer. still wish that he'd hurry up with his stuff so we could send it all in and then just have to wait for the government :/ mrawr. anyways, gotta work later today (wee working weekends). so, am go play a little wow so that i can come home and rest before kicking mel off later. *rubs eyes and flobs* Current Music: Breath of Fire III - Island Tags: mark

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May 20th, 2007

11:30 pm - wish it were july ~_~ but only so that i could be closer to seeing mark. this is going to be a little bit of a difficult trip to make for him, since taking the bus has become so bad for him x.x; i can't blame him, having taken the bus 3 days to cali and 3 days back to montreal at one point.. he's done it a few times now, and oi, i can't blame him at all for not wanting to travel that way again. so he might wind up having to take a plane, which he's never done before. >_> that should be interesting. i'm sure he'll be fine, and if nothing else, it's at least relatively short discomfort as opposed to long hours and days of discomfort O_o; workwise, i need to ask for my grad week off really really soon o-o; like, tomorrow or tuesday, soon as i see my manager at the photolab. brawr. must keep working hard >:O and must go see pirates of the caribbean 3 that opens on friday night DX gawd, don't wanna miss that! Current Mood: complacent Current Music: no u. nothing, really. Tags: mark

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May 11th, 2007

08:43 am - holy fuck i'm sleepy x.x not much else to say but that about this morning x_X; must learn to go to bed earlier *dies* it just kinda got later than i thought it was, faster than i thought it had. but at least i got up. there's a reason i set my alarm so early anyways, it was set to go off like, two hours ago. i kept whacking snooze for a bit, but i conked out at some point and don't even remember it then. i know how horrible i am at getting up x_x;;;; oh, and i'm disappointed that i couldn't take the job at the casino wednesday. i was pretty despressed feeling that day x.x there's three weeks of training and you have to be there to pass whatever it is, and my graduation week where i'm going back to montreal is right in the middle of it, and i'm gone from a monday to the saturday of that week :/ augh. so, yeah. it would have been good for me, too, especially financially at this point. ;-; hate setbacks. but i guess i can finish my term with walmart now, at any rate. *yawns hugely* gotta work noon-5 today, so we'll see how busy it is compared to how dead it was tuesday night. gotta go get ready. ...ahahaha don can't go to work this morning because a truck of acid crashed on the highway. now THERE'S an excuse for not coming into work that i've never heard before XD it's funny as hell i think, though not for the people actually involved. hope that no one actually got hurt in there. o-o;; augh okay, now i go. *thud* Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Castlevania Theme (Gothic Techno Remix) Tags: frustration, work

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May 8th, 2007

11:48 am - I gots me works >:O Yeah, had work on Sunday XD I don't even know if I posted that I'd had my orientation last Wednesday at Walmart, but I did, and had register training on Sunday. Went in at 9am, and they were like LOLOL U CAN STAY TIL 5 AND DO REAL REGISTER STUFFS UP FRONT!!!111 me: oh dear god o_o;; it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, was still hectic though, as i tried not to double scan things and to not be too slow x.x; Sunday lineups suck. Anyone that goes to Walmart on a Sunday should be aware of this, and therefore be patient if your line doesn't speed through like a jetplane. You're not the only one shopping there. :P Tonight I work from 5:30 to 10:30 in the Photolab itself, which is where I was hired for, so that shouldn't be TOO bad, aside from the whole not getting off work until 10:30 thing and having to catch the bus home, unless I can convince mom to come pick me up x.x; I shouldn't though, I just hate wandering after dark by myself. Tomorrow I've got an interview with Manitoba Lotteries at the casino close to where I live XD They called while I was in orientation last week at Walmart, and I was like.. DOH@!# So we'll see where that leads me to. :o That might be better for me, I just don't know what to do with Walmart if it is, and I can't fix my hours. Gotta be flexible at Walmart x.x; WoW-wise, I helped Mark get his epic riding lessons, finally :P We both hit 70, now, though I hit it a week or more ago. I had 1600g saved up when I did, so I was able to buy my skills and flying mount right away XD Mark spends his money on armor and things so, he hadn't gotten his regular epic riding yet. Was a gift for him from me, and now he has an undead epic mount XD I love mah sweetie. Was happy, he actually ran me and my priestess through BFD this morning, though I should have gone to bed around when he started. But the guy at the puter cafe was leaving it open and letting him stay, and he was actually coming to help me, so I stayed and he beat the hell out of the whole place for me :3 laaabu monkeh. I owe him 100g though now, since he went and bought me a darkmoon faire card deck XD OH WELL~ I'll get that to him soon enough. SO MANY THINGS TO DO@!#~! *head explodes* Get rep here, get rep there, do quests here and there and do this instance and that one and then don't forget about that other thing! and OH the armor and weapon upgrades needed, and NAHNAHNAH *explodes* wanna level my priestess too x.x; Current Music: the dog on the porch, wanting to go outside Tags: games, work

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April 28th, 2007

11:16 am - Gypsy music and job interviews :o Yesh! Had two job interviews on thursday morning XD One with Walmart, the other with Canadian Tire. The Walmart one was scheduled, the other was kinda impromptu. I went to CT because they had called the night before when I was out with mel and mom, and I was in the area on Thursday, so I was like.. HI GUYS, WUT UP! in not so many words. So since I was there, the manager of the department that had called me was like... 'well, wtf, let's do an interview right now', so I did o.o Got a callback from Walmart for a secodn interview on Monday with the photolab manager, so, imma guess that I'll be hired there in the temp position if I don't hear back from CT before then or something. I'm gonna keep applying at the casino though, and other places. Government work = MOAR MONEY. and I need that. Then there's where we went Wednesday night. Vasyl Popadiuk, you are my violin hero. x.x;; Wowowwowow is all I could say. Gypsy World Fusion XD Sounds funky, and it is. It was holyshit win, and my GOD that guy knows how to play. Do yourselves a favor and go to http://www.papaduke.com to see his and his band's website. They have a song on there as an example (the full song of Dark Eyes), and rawr XD Yeah. I can't describe the awesomeness. I bought two of his CDs, and one that his guitarist did. Ahh XD such good musics~ Talked to Mark for a short time yesterday ~.~ There's a reason I don't put this stuff first, so that people don't go 'ogod, she's talking about him again, run'. Either way, I needed to talk to him. x_x Mom's been giving me such a hard time about him lately. Every single time he gets brought up, she's on me about him getting another job, or doing this or that, or NOT doing this or that, and about immigration and mehmehmeh and salkfnsdjkdnskgdnsdklnjk *explodes* I cried all over on the phone to Mark, though I hadn't meant to. x_x; I was almost too relieved to hear that he apparently *has* started some work on the papers.. I don't know how much, but to know that he has, and that he'd intended to do more later on yesterday night, since he was going out this weekend (his dad is taking him somewhere today.. where? Mark: I have NO idea where he's taking me o_O; ) made me so so happy ~.~ I said to him that I just wanted to hug him so very much.. and the sound of his voice when he said that he would really really like that too right then.. I miss hearing how sincere he is like that because of the whole text thing.. Hearing the emotion in his voice that he says is so monotone XD My poor tone-deaf sweetie. At least, I think he might be. I could be wrong, but :P Either way, I love him more and more ~.~ Don't know when we'll be together the way we want to be, but.. we will be, one day. Current Mood: okay Current Music: Vasyl Popadiuk - Carpathian Hoedown Tags: awesome, jobs, mark

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April 22nd, 2007

01:46 pm - Bleh I'm sure I had more to say at some point. Everything just starts running together in my head if I don't write it all down right away, and I can't always exactly do that. I need a freaking hand written journal I think XD I want to be with Mark :/ Have dropped off some applications, dropping off more for jobs tomorrow.. Mom took me to a furniture store the other day while we were out doing that, and all I could think while I was there was.. "This should be Mark and I together in here, looking for furniture for our apartment or house.." and I got all blergh. Ugh, so hard to not just curl up in a ball and be a depressed bunch of bunny sometimes. It's impossible not to think of what we could be doing, if only we were together.. *sighs a little* muu.. imma go eat lunch n stuff. ~_~ Current Mood: blah Current Music: Banya - Csikos Post

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April 17th, 2007

11:06 am - Getting ready for stuffages Going to get a haircut today, and fix my resume up better when I get home. ~_~ Helps if you actually look presentable when you hand those things in, you know >_>; Thanks to Candi for helping me with what I have so far, I was freaking the hell out until she helped me. Went over to her house on Friday night and we did that, then played some Guitar Hero 2 (and a little 1 later). We.. also played Karaoke Revolution.. that American Idol game thing. *dies* That was.. pretty bad :P Even though I somehow managed to get a good score on the first three rounds, I fucked up on the last one ~_~ Oh well :P HAET not having enough good songs. And stupid songs about love and stuff, making me miss Mark and get lonely and all )*%)@!#@ =.= Had to fight not to cry all over the place during a couple. Meh. Oh well, Mark was at Ren Faire this past weekend, and is going again next weekend. Maybe I'll give him a call Thursday rather than Friday to make sure that he has time to get all his shit together in time for work Friday. x.x; It was such a hassle getting a hold of him last Friday x.x;;;;; BUT it was so nice to talk to him, even if he was all in a bit of a grumpy fussy mood because I called too close to him going to work (but that was only because the freaking phone wasn't where it should have been an hour earlier. E: ) Yesterday, got a few things, like a pillow n pillowcases, a proper extension cord for my computer (I can give Mel hers back now), and some other random things. I think there were a few oth- OH YEAH, got a corded phone for the basement because Mel uses the cordless one down here to death all the time, and mom's a buttmonkey with hers upstairs so.. HURRAY. (love you, Mel :P ) Speaking of Mel, she's been showing me Twilight Princess XD Gawd that game is made of win o_O She doesn't have a Wii though, so, no arm flailing or anything. :P Now, I'm gonna go call the buses and make sure I'm not gonna miss my appointment~ *flops off* Current Music: Mel playing Twilight Princess

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April 4th, 2007

11:12 pm - Back in Winnipeg Got home yesterday, all safes. Plane ride was okay, played FF6a for half, then slept the rest and had weird dreamthings. Can't say that I'm entirely happy to be here. It's complicated. Got my monitor at least, but still need a power bar and extension cord before I can even turn the computer on to play, nevermind find a spot where we can plug it in and still attach it to Mel's router. Wee. I can't even go find a desk until next week at the earliest since I'm stuck being dependant on everyone else for rides if I have to carry large things like that. I can't even go get my friggen parcels that came today. Oh, and other fun things I find out today, I apparently won't be able to get my Triple Black Smirnoff drink that I like so much here anymore -_- Just one thing after another today, I swear. Welcome home, Jen, right? Bah. All these little things that don't seem so big, I guess they aren't in the long run, but they're sure enough to help make me feel even more shitty about all of this than I already did. At least, I got my birthday present from Mark. It got here like, sometime last week, or around my birthday, since he wasn't sure where I would be when. He sent me some rainbow nerds XD That's what Mel said sounded like dried pasta :P He also sent a beautiful card that made me cry tears of happiness and sadness of not being able to hug him right then and kiss him ._. It was such a pretty card.. I'm going to be careful with the money he sent me, not knowing what I would want to get.. I'd rather save it since I'm sort of in need of money right now, and then spend it perhaps later when I can really afford to. I love you so much, Mark.. :/ Meh.. I hope that David leaves his phone with Mark so that I can call him on Friday.. I want to thank him over the phone for the card and gift :/ I'm gonna go to bed now, since Mel will be down here early as shit to get ready for work. Not like I have anything else to do anyways until I can get my computer set up =.= Current Mood: blah

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March 30th, 2007

01:12 pm - So Steph doesn't kill me. I forget to say things when I update this thing sometimes, because there's usually just so much going through my head that I can't remember everything when I go to actually write something. Me, her and a friend were hanging out in Booty Bay on WoW when it became my birthday, and being silly, and she did this for me: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/51488519/ I'm feeling HTML stupid right now and can't remember how to do my links, so I'll edit this when I do. =.= Thank you again, Steph :P

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